![]() It scares the crap out of me because it means that everything I’ve been trying to keep the same is going to be different and I’ll have to adapt to something new all over again. I was more interested in finding a “bad boy” that was a challenge or one that I could “fix” because that’s all I knew that’s all I ever went for. I was so lost and confused on what “normal” meant in a relationship that knowing what I deserved was pointless because I was never patient enough to wait on it and I was far from disciplined to work for it. I have slowly started to realize that I wouldn’t be so scared of the past repeating itself if I’ve really believed that I’ve learned from it. I’ve had my fair share of shitty, unhealthy relationships that have ended in heartbreak and left me to believe that I wasn’t worth anything more and I’ve finally learned that that was far from the truth. Sure, it’s my past and it’s a part of my story but I always got myself to believe that it would shape who I am in the present and in the future. I’ve gone through more than anyone should ever have to face at such a vulnerable age. To sum up my past, I’ve gone through hell and back. ![]() Whether it’s a friendly stranger passing by giving you a warm smile, a family member who reminds you of how much you’re loved, a friend who calls to check in while you’re feeling down, or a significant other who shows you the true meaning of happiness when you thought you’d never find it. It’s amazing how much of an impact one person can have on you. ![]()
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